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Dec 02

Lame…

Yep, it’s been lame lately. I’m getting really tired of working all this time and still end of the month only making just enough to call it even every month it’s flying at the edge of our seats and always every month there is a huge fiasco of bullshit that has been going on, and I can tell a huge difference lately and I seriously don’t think this is going to last.?? There is not a good thing when it comes to my sacrifices and humble, I’ve grown tired and is very burned out with computer repair all together, I can’t lash another IT job anymore. I can’t stand doing another virus removal, or putting out a fire that someone I know has made.?? Sure money motivates me to keep going, and drifting is my real motivation, money is what brings it there so I can learn this thrill and knowledge of skill and technique.

The only good thing is that were both optimistic, both still wanting to keep going at it regardless of the shit that is taking place. The money to me is not happening, I ain’t seeing shit… I got cars to fix and build, I got things to do. I’m not here to work 100% 24/7 of the time.

And it comes down to it, I’m still giving it my all, and I’m getting frustrated to all hell still, and I’m defiantly not happy, But hey never know what will happen tomorrow.?? A saying that goes, Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today it’s a gift, that is why it’s called the present.