Ever had a moment in life you just felt like your on auto pilot? For some reason I feel like my life is on auto pilot, I think a lot of people use drugs or booze to help with the auto piloting. I hate this feeling but more I am with this company I feel like I’m back to being on auto pilot, and this is not good for me at all, anyways.
I came to the conclusion that I really do miss living in Oregon, the tree’s, air, and even the people are different. ??It was like an awesome adventure, but what else can I do really? Michael fucked me hard core, and attempted to poise my life and turn my friends against me. I do have to say, I do have some true friends, because they see how Michael tried to poison my life. ??My Family and Friends all say that I’m ??lucky to get out there alive and away from that poisonous business relationship before it turns grim on my side, last thing I need to do is take a deep breath again and he assumes it’s sighing again and stabs me in the back instead of screaming at me.
So moving forward, still thinking of ways to move back to Central Oregon and still thinking of when to put in my 2 weeks from here. I think as soon as I get what I needed done to the S12, and that isn’t a whole lot more maybe after I get a few things done to the motor is when I will put in my 2 weeks and focus on something bigger for me and my life then as a support tech making $9 an hour again. ??There is no way in hell I can support myself, find my own place, and focus on greater things in my life let alone goals for myself working here, it’s just not happening. I can be a slave to this all my life, or I can break out of it and really make a name for myself, and apparently I write worse then a 3rd grader so please excuse my blogging mess, I’m just saying.
